surprise.

you will experience an unexpected things happens in your life sometimes,
and you know that things will never be the same again after that.

I guess from now on,
I'll sit, and watch what will happen after this.
good luck.

fight.

I will fight.
I will try to break free from this annoyance with all my might.

Complaining about how unlucky I am will not help me graduate.

I've been dealing with this thing for years, 

and yes, I'm sure I am not loving it.

I don't see any use of this thing in the future I want to pursue, 

and I wonder why they kept implementing it every year.

Academic Writing. I hate you.

infinity loop.

It will never end.

I need to break free immediately.

motivation

man. I need something to motivate me.


"ptptn. cepat sikit boleh tak? banyak duit nak kena pakai ni"


edited 11/2/11. thank you.

tonight.

desu!

GACHA-LOVE!

my band's first single! do support us and give us your comments :)

you can also download the single here -> http://www.mediafire.com/?jh3zrjqa3n7a07d

acapella.

you can say whatever you want man. but I love acapella. and they did good. Good enough to make watch they sing till the end. despite Justin's ugly hair. hahah!

ps: Syarmin Lee. kamu senasib dengan Justin Timberlake rupanya.

otherside.

travelling.

costly. yet, I find it to be very interesting.

the feeling and the chances of seeing something new, tasting different foods, experiencing other cultures and norms fascinates me.

but the fact that I'm just a regular guy who relies on ptptn and his parent money to study and do anything else.. sigh.

I'm frustrated.

but hey, patience and hard work is the key right?

wait world. in a few years time. I'll invade you and learn things that I could never learn in my own home.

just you wait, you.

pandai.

saya tak pandai bercakap. saya tak pandai berkata-kata.
saya lagi suka terus buat dan buktikan.
tapi saya sedar, apa yang saya buat ini tak cukup,
saya pelajar, boleh tunggu tak?
bila saya stabil, awak cakap saja.
saya terus kota.

tapi sedih, buat saja tidak cukup.
kata-kata itu juga penting akhirnya.

kalau kamu kata mahu pergi dan tak mahu saya lagi. cakap saja. tak perlu tunggu salah.jelas kut nampak saya tahu dah. tunggu masa saja nak angkat kaki pergi. dan sekarang lah masanya. terima kasih. jumpa lagi.

23

I use to wonder and guess

"What will I be years from now?"

I guess the question remains the same until now.

Well anyway this age will mark the last year that I will be in school. Unless, if I wanted to pursue Masters later on. For now, I think I have enough spending 90% of my life studying. This year is my last chance to prepare for the real world, and I hope I will be prepared.

and yes, I do really hope for a better luck.

wahai pemberi pinjaman.

diharap kamu boleh menyenangkan hidup saya awal sikit dalam minggu ini juga. banyak perkara perlu diselesaikan ni.

2010

A breakthrough year I must say. Things learned. Mistakes done. Experience earned.
Like always, I wish for a better year in 2011. Please.

facepalm.

wish.

I wish things will be better than this.

Yumecolors new video.

yes, a new video.

spirit.

"Kita sebenarnya sayang dan sanggup saja berhabis duit dan masa untuk negara kita. Cuma wakil-wakil kita itu yang selalu buat rasa sayang kita makin berkurang."

Harap mereka tak menghampakan kita lagi kali ni.

dahulu.

I miss this.

The days when we are eager to accomplish all things at once and learn many throughout the way.

L

newyearwhut?

I guess, I'll end up being alone in new year's eve.





just like before.

excuse.

I knew it.
you're just waiting for it to happen and there you go.
so fast, so easy.

"dah malas. bye"

well, I guess I was right all along.
I just want to know how fast is your reaction anyway. That's all.
You're not like this before.

ps: and I am not planning to be nice to anybody at all pun.