Stressed out.

This fantasy thing is going like.. nowhere.
wake up ezul!.

enough said.

Storyboard process.

After few days delayed because of problems. My storyboard is finally started today. At first there were a few problems about people and weather,but finally Alhamdullillah, my storyboard did goes well after that, I'm doing a few scenes on my storyboard today which is need to be done before the semester ends.

The storyboard is using the Ellegarden songs entitled - Wannabies, and I don't want to reveal much about it. surprise! surprise! :p

wish me luck then.

Bubur Lambuk.

My life is like, gile brcampur2 lately.

5 subjects full of assignments, meeting new people in the class, learning bunch of new things bout camera works, the 'tak-cukup-budget' dillema and now, the 'brjalan2 kita ke bulan' things.

gosh.

day when I turns 20.

I have SLR,

beloved families,

friends,

place to live,

and a good life.

thx to those who wish and celebrate it for me.. :)

08

2008 will be coming in 6 days, and I can't stop thinking of what I've been doing from the start of 07 until now.

2007 gives her experience and lesson to me throughout the year. I've change a lot this year compared to what I was in 2006.

2007 , change my views towards certain people when I met them, There are a lot of differences in them and firstly I really thinks that I can't suit myself to these people, but chemistry tighten our bonds, we become a good friends after that. I take themselves as my birthday presents since the first day I met them, was on my birthday.

How could I forget these days,

Public speaking and sketch winner!

PPKP lesson with Mr Rauf
The sudden KFC weekly routine.
The Rebellious D pictures

2007 also taught and shows me the feels of getting unstoppable assignments,some of them was fun and some of them was, gile x bes.

The Media Prima Assignments. It was fun.

2007 also saw us, the belacan films grows from the people who only knew windows movie maker and cheap technics to the more better filmmaker. and we improved on every scene we do.

As for me, 2008 would be the year where I will leave the 'teens' age as I would be turning 20 this 8 jan. But somehow, I didn't feel like I'm going to be 20.

May 2008 brings hopes and cheers to all of us!

ZERO editing process begun.

After facing a few problems and hard times. The shooting process was finally ended last Wednesday. There was a slight feel of relief after completing the task and Alhamdulillah, we're actually doing better and improved this time.

The editing process would be starting today, which means me and my other fellow friends would be sitting in front of computer arranging the clips and inserting the effects necessary to makes the film looks good on the eyes of the audience. I really hope we can get more and more positive comments and also an increasing number of people who's interested on watching this films.

Thanks to all the people who give support and co-operation through out the shooting phase. We'll reply it by giving this film our best on editing this time.

May the film-force be with us.

You know you're living in the year 2007 when

yeah, I know this post is kind off gile lambat since 2008 is only about two weeks left. but hey, this is interesting!

1. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave.

2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years.

3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of 3.

4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you.

5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is
that they don't have e-mail addresses.

6. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see
if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries.

7 Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of
the screen.

8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't have
the
first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for
panic and you turn around to go and get it.

10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your
coffee.

11. You start tilting your head sideways to smile. : )

12. You're reading this and nodding and laughing.

13. Even worse, you know exactly to whom you are going to forward
this message.

14. You are too busy to notice there was no #9 on this list.

15. You actually scrolled back up to check that there wasn't a #9
on this list

When youngsters experience.

My sister wrote this today,

" Wednesday, December 12, 2007

ia sedarkn aku. Current mood: artistic Category: Life Hari ini cc aku didatangi seorang makcik. Seperti biase aku melayan kerenah pelanggan yg datang. dia meminta untuk menfotostatkan sekeping sijil spm. diatas keputusan matapelajaran sijil itu aku terlihat akan kepingan kertas2 kecil. 'ape neh?' atas sebab terlalu ingin tahu aku bertanya kpd makcik tersebut. belum sempat lagi aku membuka mulot, makcik itu tersenyum. senyumannya pelik sekali. dia mnerangkan mngenai kertas2 itu yg sebenarnye mmg aku nk tahu dri awal. 'ni, makcik tampalkan dri borang asal' bru aku tsedar tu salinan asal borang spm tersebot. 'makcik nk tuka result anak makcik ni' aku terkejot mendenganyek. 'anak makcik x pandai la dek, ni nk mintak keje. malu la nk keje kalau result pon cm ni.' aku rase besala nk fotostatkan borang ni. berdose woo bsubahat. makcik tersebot kelihatan bersunggoh untuk melekatkan kepingan kertas tersebot. aku dihantuii rase bsala. kmudian dia mnyerahkan borang olok2 tu untok dicopy. aku tros mencopy borang tersebot. makcik tu btol2 berade disebela ku. sambel tu aku berbisik dlm hati 'asalla anak makcik neh bengap sgt, soh blaja tanak blaja. sian kt makcik neh.' pas da siap copy sijil tu, makcik tu mengelaba simpan dalam sampul surat. die memberi wang untok dibaya. aku rase besalaaanyee tlg makcik tuu! dlm hati da sumpah mnyumpah makcik tu. uishh! mesti makcik neh jahat. astagaaa~ disaat aku menerime wang yg diberi, makcik tu berkata ' adek nmpak mude, umor brape ni?' aku xpandang pn muke makcik tu. apelagi nk ucap tenkiu. 'saye 15 taun' makcik tu x bla pon lagi. aku pn tros la surf internet, wat2 lpe la makcik tu. 'adek mesti pandai, jge diri ye, jgn jdi cm anak makcik ni. blaja la pepandai.' aku yg tga galak menaip laman web , terhenti seketika. aku memandang makcik tesebot. makcik tu maseh sedang kelamkabut memasukkn dokumen2 dlm samput surat. dokumen anaknye kot. seketike aku mneke2 ape la yg da anak makcik neh buat smpai gagal spm. rempit? tido dlm kelas? menderhaka? ponteng skola? mrokok? makcik tu berpelo2. aku teringt kt mak. klau la aku gagal. mungkin mak aku jd cm ni. aku tengok lgek makcik tu. mmg nmpak kecewe sgt. aku mengalihkan pandangan kt monitor blek. munkin ke anak makcik tu bercinta smpai lupe segalenye? makcik tu da pegi da . aku teringt kate2 makcik tu. huaaa. so blajala pepandai. "

It's a new experience for her, watching different people with different attitudes, problems and matters. I've been experiencing these kind of things for almost 7 years now. Working at cybercafe is not just sitting there and surfing blindly into the internet or playing games without giving attention to what's happening around. You need to take care of every customer who comes and eventually communicates with them using right method to make them feel comfortable. And of course, this, taught me many things about people. And you will see that there are people with different faces with common needs and ego. There are people who smiles, rush and some of them is totally egoistic. You need to face them with the fact that they're customers and your task is to please them with great service.

When I come to UiTM and learn about communication, I realize that all those 7 years of meeting people is written blindly on the book. I imagine some of my customer who acts differently and refers them to some terms on the book, and it works.

Experience and knowledge needs to blend together and we really need those to fulfill our ambitions and self-needs.

end.

Back to the nature.

After getting tired of living with technology and being surrounded with civilization, my family decide that we all need to take a break by camping on the jungle. The place was at Ulu yam,Sg. Sendat. I don't know where is that place at the beginning because my father said the place usually visited by the 4x4 people who loves living at the jungle .

My parents then ask me to invite some friends so that I won't be so bored when I got there, and I ask some of them , and finally Fique,Kishor and Min, agreed to join the camp since they have nothing to do on weekend too. Also we can also do some shooting on the forest since we have the opportunities to do so.

With the slumberness of Avanza and the oldschool Auto Proton Saga, we went there. And it was good although we had to endure the 'semput'ness of Saga when meeting some high places. When we arrived, the place was beautiful and my parents was right, there are 4x4 cars trying to cross the and the might views of the 4x4 car was so spectacular.

After that, like normal people would do when they're camping we pick the camping spot and relax a few minutes after making camps. Min and Kishor suddenly eager to explore the jungle and yeah, I joined them, The view was beautiful and I regrets myself for not having the Dslr to captures these all beautiful scenery, we stayed there until the next day and I think my lung is truly safe from those harm air from town until yesterday @_@.

Target secured.

I was shocked last night when Pingu suddenly message me and gave her result to me, She told me that the result was already out, I was confused at first because the result suppose to be ready by 10th dec,

Sudden nervous attacks me and because of that I can't sleep and kept thinking about how my result would be like last night until it reach 6am on the early morning , I woke up and do what normal people would do when they get up and go to cybercafe early,

Alhamdulillah, my target is on the right path, the result near to last semester result, what makes it different is the result improved 0.01 and it was good,

I can't ask for more, syukur Alhamdulillah.

Protective.

I've a sister who would reach 16 next year,usually I didn't really care about what would happen to her. But nowadays those protective sides suddenly comes out from me, and I don't know why.

She's been working with at our cybercafe and most of the time she would be at the counter. Like usual, if there are a girl, there would be some boy trying to show themselves off. For example, 5 minutes ago, there was this one guy who want to do some paper scanning and then he brings his laptop to save the scanned document at the counter rather than bring the pendrive or anything to save on it and save through his laptop later at his home or what.

And after the scanning process he save the scanned documents on his laptop like 10 minutes or what plus looking at my sister here n there, which is logic if his laptop is from the zaman tok kaduk or zaman batu if we have to wait that freaking long.

He is not the only person, there are several people behaving like that when my sister is at the counter. They would smile and be extra 'honest'.And then after they finish their business they would look at me and smiling like I would be their brother in law tomorrow. Like hell I would. "Aku pun takde GF lagi k!"

And now, I really know how Wan Rempit(my friend nickname) felt when I tease him to marry his sister.

haha but hey! It's normal kan, and I would be continuing doing so.

Kasi Murah Kalkulator Encik Taboo.

I was so bored one day, and then my friend suddenly show me one video that is so freaking funny.



There's more, go to youtube.com and search for MarilahBerbaikBaik, he is the provider.

Boredom makes me want to conquer the world, I'm addicted to Rise Of the Nation now, and My troops has conquered the Asia and Africa. There's one continent more to go!.

ZERO shooting started!

After a few months of pre-production process, which includes actors and actress selection, where to shoot,how to make it to be like what we wanted, improved storyline and spends money to buy lighting, finally our new short films is ready to jump into shooting progress.

The script which mostly was made by my friend, Fique who acted as the director this time and Fauzi who will be taking the assistant director role is about the mysterious mask that can change the person personal behaviour. The storyline is very2 good and we will make it cleanly and with no rush this time.The short film would be titled as ZERO and we are planning to make it as a trilogy if this first film is considered as good by many.

I'm as the cinematographer will be responsible to set up shot according of what the director has visioned and make it look pretty real and interesting to look at through the camera.I would be participating into directing role too if those two directors are busy with themselves.(director terjun)

The shooting process only began for 2 days now and there are already 2-4 scene we finished.
Like usual, making a film would lose its harmony if there no problem coming through, but like usual too, we will think of a quick solution to solve it.

Wish us luck. Belacan films.

My Messy Artwork.

I've found myself interested on drawing manga after a long time on 'retirement zone'

*click the comic strip for a larger views

standardize society.

I love to be different,

I wear a simple shirt and usual track suit to play basketball rather than dressing cool and hype here n there,
I let my hair long and un-kemas rather than go to saloon to make some 'japanese,chinese' hairstyle,
I love doing 'behind the scene' progress rather than being on the scene itself,
I chew rather than smoke,
I hear what I want to hear and don't give a damn about people thoughts,

There are people who are spreading their thought that people should dress like their did, and should listen to what they're listening.

There are people who didn't knew that every people on this world is not the same inside, they have different talent, approach and interested to different things.

60% of myself is opposing the standard, and 40% of me, need to take the standard by granted, for self fulfillment purpose.

like Eddie on 'Beck' once said,

"People who are using other people standard are just, not themselves"

Communicating to which you sense.

Communication Brings People Together

Human Communication really does interesting,

It makes you realize that every part of our movement when we talk, decide and respond has its own names. You can also relate the terms with your life, and also analyze behaviour of the person that is close to you.

Seeing some of ur friends interpersonal relationship develops, really makes you wonder how long they would be together and what stage they would be.

And there are already a friends of mine who are already deteriorates when they are still on the half stage of their commitment phase.

Also, remembering how lame am I who dares only to do a passive action rather than initiates an active action when meeting the girl whom I thought was the right one for me long time ago.

Experiencing how different people perception to different people behaviour at my C class, and there are egocentrics everywhere.

And after prefering that the original task-oriented-groups much better and happier during sem1 then sem2 making us to make a splendid decision to choose the new F class to be together again.

It seems that I have to be flexible next sem to join with the new F class full with unknown people.

The semester is over, and I'm not happy.

I think.

I think,
I need to warned myself that I should study hard for the final exam.

I think,
I've already on this exam week, but why the heck am I sitting in front of this pc writing blog?

I think,
I've passed the CTU paper last Thursday and Alhamdullillah it went well,

I think,
I should put more effort on studying and praying to god to maintain my CGPA.

I think,
that thinking is not enough, I should work hard too.

IKE IKE IKE!!!!!!!Yoshhhhaaa!!!!!

Wish Me Luck this Final Exam.

end.

Open House.

My parents suddenly decide to open our house to public(short form = open house) last Saturday. Like last2 year, I'll take my phone and message some people whom i know and ask them to come to my house. Most of them couldn't come due to distance problem and also some have to go to their exam. But I didn't mind that, because during the open house, they were lot-lot-lot of people 'majority of them is my sister friends' come to my house at one time.I don't know my sisters have that many friends, and most of it is .. male.

"Adik aku ni jenis gatal kot. .. gosh."

Lucky I ask my friend to come at 4pm, they manage to eat and sit well inside of my house before they need to sit outside to give room to others who come after them. Mom is the busiest person that day, I think if she need to go out for 1 hour, me,father,and other brothers will be 'gile kelamkabut' because mom is our 'commander' from the kitchen if something happens. haha.

The open house ended at 11pm and I appreciate people who manage to come to my house. Thousand Of thanks to them!

For those who's still hasn't come to my house~ datang la raye wei! kuih raye x abis lagi. :p

Sakit Perut.

The non-stop eating activities makes toilet, the most visited place for me this raya. It's not my fault!, it's those delicious tasty raya food that succesfully seduced me and then brings me to this kind of pain. But still, setaun sekali je beb. hehe.

The Eat,Eat and Eat Ceremony

Naughty,Naughty,Cutie Kids~

For all of you, Visit my house during this raya! :D

ps: ah~ gotta go! *nature calls*

Lemang awaits!

Two days before raya and I already can smell the taste of Rendang and the tasty Lemang taste~

It's raya! heh, how can I forget this day? This is the only day where me, a person who's rarely showed up during relatives kenduri and the family meeting to meet all my cousin and other families.

Yeap2, I'm the person who's not close with my cousin and relatives, and I still remember during last raya, I only knew that my cousin already has a son and thats mean

'aik? aku dah ade anak sedare? aku dh jadi pakcik? since when?'

but still they're cute and I'm happy to be their pakcik eventhough the word 'pakcik' really makes me feel old.

'Aku x tua lagi la!'

But hey! this is raya and this is the day where all of those nostalgic feeling struck into me, especially when hearing the raya takbir on the morning of the first raya.

'I miss my late grandmother..'

I'm a bit old to receive duit raya since i'm already 19. But still, I hope this raya would be a very2 memorable raya for me.Truly.

finally to all my friends and to every people who knows me, I'm sorry if I make any kind of mistakes and did bad things to you all, I'm only a normal person who doesn't have any special power to 'not-do' any mistakes or have any 'spider-sense' to sense what would I do wrong next.

Minta Maaf Zahir dan Batin.

Mohd Izzul Iswat.