january.

is not the month I hoped it would be.

unproductive, no fun, too much drama.

still waiting for the offer though,

I miss the excitement of making stories,

meeting people,

seeing new things.

I hope I can land the job.

circles.

No matter what happens,

They will eventually fall for stupid unreasonable things.

good educations and experiences don't matter.

'Interesting' they say.

they can only see that these articles can bring them... 

happiness,

with complete false promises.

manipulated.

then they raged with words of blame and hate.

only to fall again right after that.

and I can only say,

It would be a never ending boring repetitions.

if you choose to stay with it.

stability.

I hope I can achieve that this year.

politics.

The truth hurts, they say.
but at least, it teaches me to be careful next time.

If only I can turn back the time,
I will change my decision,
and made it all for myself than think about others,

revenge is sweet they say,
but I will not opt for it.
time will heal,
and positive things will happen for sure.

for now, it is all you,
all you,

despite everything that happens,
I will pray for our success.
Nope, I will not do anything,
trust me.

mulut.

Dunia ini tidak berputar mengikut paksi yang kamu mahukan.

bukan semua manusia lahirnya untuk jadi sempurna.

jika semua perlu mengikut acuan yang kamu mahu.

bosan dan tiada berwarna lah.

sedih betul.

ps: avoid heavily judgemental people, people.

new year resolution.

1440 x 900










okay, lame joke is lame.

2011 has been amazing, really.
I wish 2012 to be a breakthrough year.
and yes, to be less hopeful of the unknown, I need to love myself more.

ps: it's still not the time to experiment though, but who knows?