Thursday, June 29, 2006


Today, everything seems to be slow.Internet server slow,layan lagu slow,even my brain was like so slow to think about something.It's maybe because only 2 days left before I walk away from old life,moving to the new life.Haih..really hoping for something good to come out now,maybe suddenly money coming down from the sky?.That would be good enough.Ok.stop repek-ing.These past few days I always play this one songs from the oldies band 'Beatles' named 'Yesterday'.Ble bla gak lagu ni.layan je la.~

The Beatles

Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away
Now it looks as though they're here to stay
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Suddenly, I'm not half the man I used to be,
There's a shadow hanging over me.
Oh, yesterday came suddenly.

Why she had to go I don't know she wouldn't say.
I said something wrong, now I long for yesterday.

Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play.
Now I need a place to hide away.
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Mm mm mm mm mm.

Saturday, June 24, 2006

Schools Family Day

Today i went to school~..of course to attend the school family day.The Weather looked nice,the situation get crowded when the time reached 11pm.Me and others fellow goes 'round and round and round until our legs got tired by walking,Then someone suggested that we should hav a little rest at 'Dewan' and see some 'nasyid show too'..That time,once again,I see her,god..she's truly beautiful..'cntik sungguh makhluk ciptaan Allah ni'.well,yeah~..i dont hav any plan to approach I just stood in some corner,'hiding' beside my friends and looked towards her..kinda sad really,I will leave this fantasy girl of mine next week.

After the show ended,someone suggested that we should try 'RUMAH HANTU'..and I myself,got excited to hear that.After we arrive at the 'RUMAH ANTU'..well..all of us felt ' long to wait'.There are so many people there want to try the RUMAH ANTU.But that doesnt stop us,the spirit to see the 'human-made ghost' is far greater,so there are 8 of us,lining up for hours,and hours,and try the 'RUMAH ANTU'.when our turn comes.everybody feel excited.After 'the trip to RUMAH ANTU finished' we all felt 'DAMN..THAT'S NOT WORTH IT!
"..we all hav to wait for hours and all that we get is...a very2 dark situation and a 2-3 ghost that not scary at all..but nevermind is only an experience.aih.

I've decided to come home early before the family day ended,well..have to takeover the cybercafe works.and the day,ended horribly..but i'm glad,rlly glad that I can see her and my school for the last time,before going to the University.

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

Anxious yet Nervous

Chapter 1 - Unikl BMI

I will be going to the U on 2nd july 2006.Haih..seems like the time for me to play around and enjoy2 sakan will be over then.Last Sunday,me and my family decided to visit(dh mcam karangan form 2 dh) the U.Well..when we arrive there..I felt this be my place to spend for the next 3 years?..well..the University looks OK to me..for now,i dunno what it will be look like for the next 3 years.

Chapter 2 - Busy.

I've been busy yesterday,many things need to do before going to the U.The Mara loan-lah,Medical checkup-lah. easy said,mcam2 kene buat.But nevermind that..sometimes it's good to be busy after a long time 'well rest'.Well my preparations for U..only accomplish about 30%..more to do next.I think this week will be the busiest week.

Saturday, June 10, 2006


World Cup started on yesterday night with a mouth-watering match opener between germany and costa-rica.The german's played a very terrific match..with a good pace and good driven shot.But still..I will support england!!..yeah..england!!..i've been supporting england since euro 2004.Not so long though but I dont even care..hehe..Anyway,Tonight England will be facing Paraguay.So I will definitely sit in front of the tv watching them playing.Go England!

ps : Getting bored supporting other country,I wonder when will be the time for my country to play in the world cup.MALAYSIA BOLEH!

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

Scary Haircut Day

Yesterday I was simply 'nekad' to cut my hair,well..lot's of people asking me why..why cut?..well..the reason is because I've made a promise to my ustaz that I will cut my 'beautiful long hair' if I got offers from University.Well..a promise is a promise..I'm someone who is not used to broke promises.Usually I will do what i've promised too.

I ask Haizam to be my witness on that day.Well he's excited too..maklumla..jrg tgk mmber rmbut pnjang potong rambut kot.We both goes to the saloon near my cc.There, the 'haircutter'(love to spell haircutter than barber or stylist) give us a book full of hairstyle to choose from.After selecting a few minutes.Me then saw the takeshi kaneshiro's hairstyle.Without thinking,I choose the actor hairstyle.Then the Procedure began~......


After the procedure..I look at the Calendar and smiles.

" a date to end my hair legacy."

ps: I wont show my 'After' pictures because I feel 'lain mcam' when seeing myself with short hair..maybe 'x biase' tgk muke sndri brambut pendek.

Saturday, June 03, 2006


This morning,i tried to call my father's HP to ask him about something related to our family business.but then, his phone seems to be off.I tried to call my grandmother house,..then someone answer my call,it was my relative,I call her Mak Ngah, my grandmother 2nd sons.Her voice seems sad.I tell her that I want to talk to my father,

and she said "Ayah dah pegi masjid".

After hearing that sentences,I feel not good at all,and I directly ask her,

"Nenek dh meninggal ke?",

She then reply "ya..nenek dah meninggal , along bgtau angah ye psl ni..doa utk nenek banyak2"

After that short conversation,I feels sad,..All the memories I have with her suddenly playing in the box of my mind.She was the best grandmother I ever had,especially when I was a little kid..I'm very "manja" that time, all the thing that I ask,she will try to buy it for me.I really enjoyed that moment.But now, it's all history..a happy+sad memories to think about.

Al-Fatihah utk Arwah Nenekku
Semoga Rohnya Dicucuri Rahmat

Thursday, June 01, 2006


5 days ago my mother was..rushing packing her clothes after hearing that my grandmother is sick and taken to hospital for operation,after falling from stairs.Then..after 3 mother brought her to my house for a well rest and also we can help her if something unwanted happens.She looks pretty pale and really2..not like a grandmother i used to know before.Her eyes blurry,she cant talk properly.Walking?..lagila x ble.

And now this morning..My mom says..My grandmother were "susah-nk-bcakap".The only words came out from her mouth is "aaaa...aaaaaaa.".And then after a few minutes..she can properly talks again..but only a little.She really looks like very-sick-people now.And I only can hope that,she can regain her health..and get well pretty soon.Amin.