time.

is moving quickly... very quickly.
I started working on February and woooshhh now it's near August.

I don't know about others,
but since I'm working, life has been like a fast spinning routine.

wake up early,
work til late night.
sleep.
and then wake up again...

and today I decided to sit and look back at what's happening around me..

father is working extra shift because he need to replace his injured colleague.
he shouldn't be doing that, he needs to rest more.

mother's hair turned grey a bit.. sign of ageing.

my little brother who used to be loud , now enters 'rebel teenage' age. he is now quiet and controlling his macho all the time.

I need to appreciate time more,

"all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy"

fate.

It's hard to accept a fact that you've build and believe all these years,
is only just a fantasy, sweetened by lies and deceptions.

This world is harsh, but quite reasonable.
When I sit and think back of what happened,
it's better to fall and be able to back up again,
than to fall and hanged to death.

'live your life' as she says.

ps: now where's my cameraman, been waiting for an hour.