anxious.

In a few days, my wife will be 9 months pregnant.

Many things flew in and out of my head.
I am scared, yet I am happy.

Life after marriage, is different.
I admit, it is hard..
but somehow I still manage to hold on.

Life is not as luxurious as before,
but I'm happier.

and I guess that's important.

To be happy, than to be alone.

I used to be very skeptical on marriage.
questioning on why people commit when they're not ready financially.

I have the answer now.

You can never be ready, if you don't have a target.

Once I met her, I know what my target is, what my dreams are.

Now, our little ones will be born, Insya Allah.
Things will be more challenging, but I hope I am ready to manage.