2010

A breakthrough year I must say. Things learned. Mistakes done. Experience earned.
Like always, I wish for a better year in 2011. Please.

facepalm.

wish.

I wish things will be better than this.

Yumecolors new video.

yes, a new video.

spirit.

"Kita sebenarnya sayang dan sanggup saja berhabis duit dan masa untuk negara kita. Cuma wakil-wakil kita itu yang selalu buat rasa sayang kita makin berkurang."

Harap mereka tak menghampakan kita lagi kali ni.

dahulu.

I miss this.

The days when we are eager to accomplish all things at once and learn many throughout the way.

L

newyearwhut?

I guess, I'll end up being alone in new year's eve.





just like before.

excuse.

I knew it.
you're just waiting for it to happen and there you go.
so fast, so easy.

"dah malas. bye"

well, I guess I was right all along.
I just want to know how fast is your reaction anyway. That's all.
You're not like this before.

ps: and I am not planning to be nice to anybody at all pun.

better.

It's better to just die.

than to experience life-threatening accidents. over and over again.
trust me, I know.

.

It's like a cancer.
from a simple "."
can turn and destroy one's life.


just from a simple "."
simple. 

tepu.

Rasanya,
otak dah tepu kot
semangat dah kurang kot

apa yang aku tahu sekarang,
wang, wang, wang.
kalau tidak hidup kau,
terhuyung hayang terhuyung hayang.

Tinggal lagi setahun,
apa yang perlu ambil tahu,
aku ambil tahu.

apa yang tidak perlu.
aku malas.

time machine.

If a genius or a genie comes and ask me,

I can grant you any wish and give you anything, and now what is your wish sir?

I would ask for a time machine.

yes, a time machine.

you can say, hey! why not the money? why not the women? why not the status?

I'd say, with the machine, I can get all those three things.

Plus, I could change the history, I could be a spectator of World War 2. I can tell Hitler what's coming before him, I can prove the existence of Hang Tuah and the most important things.

I can change what I've done wrong in the past so that I'll not be stuck like this. Stuck like this!

But. I know, there will be no genius nor genie that will ever come to me. This is reality.

Life is like a twisted movie, like the RPG games. You can never expect what's coming in front of you. All you can do is to speculate, and prepare for anything.

So that you will survive.

I've survived,  so far.

sometimes

I wish that I can have the ability to read and control minds.

I don't know, it's just if I happen to have that power, I will no longer worry about how my future going to be like. For example, during the interview, you just can persuade the CEO or the interviewer to give you any position you want in the company. Or maybe you just can persuade some old rich brat to give you his wealth.

well I guess I'm the villain here.

but still, I don't care. I'm not trying to conquer the world and burn people houses anyway.

ps: damn, I need to work more on my persuasive skill.

photo credit - here

i prefer,

to explore more.
rather than sitting here, doing nothing.




ps: I guess any individual who is passionate enough to do something will somehow be weakened by stupid financial problem.

oh yeah.

Sudah-sudahla tu dengan macam-macam isu yang kamu semua asyik cuba nak bangkitkan.
Cuba enjoy sahaja video ini. ingat senang ke nak buat video one take je all the way?

I respect their video planning, execution biasa saja, tapi kalau dapat talent yang boleh express themselves more dalam video ni mesti lagi bagus.

ps: oh yea, video ni ada influence BECR juga kah?.


maaf bahasa rojak. jangan buat isu disini pula.

workout.

*you ni, asal perut makin menjadi-jadi?*

Okay, I guess, it's time to do something about it.
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eh wait, is that McD Triple Cheeseburger? Nak Nak!

raya.

raya.freemason.arwah sosilawati dan lain-lain.

meriah sungguh raya kali ni dengan headlines.

jika terbukti dari apa yang dikhabarkan. aku kasihan dengan arwah-arwah yang terbunuh.

kasihan lagi dengan mereka yang arwah hanya kerana menemani atas dasar kerja. 

bagaimana dengan keluarga mereka?

about the ad.

okay, i can understand about the sensitivity thingy and the ad deserve to be ban by the television in order to respect our society sensitivity.

but,

why the Illuminati?

seriously man, you guys need to think more about the creativity, technics and concept of the ad rather than thinking about the Illuminati bullshit all over the place.

dan yang tak boleh belah ada yang berusaha menyentuh hal lesbianism. wtf. 

masihkah kau ingat?

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