time is gold.

"This workplace is like a broken time machine, it goes fast forward to the future, not back to the past.

don't be too indulged with your job, find other attachment too.

because if you don't, soon you will realize you're hitting 40 +, without anyone besides you yet"



tapi boss.. saya baru 7 bulan masuk kerja....

open up.

is not something I can do,
I'm not the person who just sit and throw all of my important personal story on anyone.
just ask anybody who close to me,

"ego dia sebesar lautan"

and that's the kind of answer you shall receive.




The statement is right, and also wrong at the same time.

refleksi.

Semua mahukan yang sempurna sebagai partner.
expectation pula bermacam-macam.
tapi diri sendiri bagaimana?
menepatikah expectation sang partner?
sempurnakah diri? sudah cukup ilmu?
harta? stabilkah emosi?


aku belum.

"When you smile, the corners of your mouth curve up and you sometimes show your teeth. People smile when they are pleased or amused, or when they are being friendly.  "

...or when they are being friendly.

salam.

"hah! maksud iftar tu pun tak tahu? apa punya meleis lah"



pada aku, muslim, atau individu yang baik, adalah mereka yang menerangi jalan bagi mereka yang jahil dengan niat suci,
dengan penuh senyuman.

bukan dengan perli, dan juga kutukan.

apa salahnya jika orang kurang berpengetahuan itu bertanya?
bukankah elok jika kamu suluhkan ilmu kepada dia, terangkan dengan baik.

bukan mengejek, dan memperlihatkan kepada orang ramai tentang kejahilan dia.
bagaimana mahu memperlihatkan sisi islam yang baik pada umum jika kita sendiri berperangai begini?

salam.

tahniah warganegara Malaysia.

kerana kebanyakan kamu berfikiran positif terhadap atlet yang kalah berjuang.

betapa bangganya aku kepada Dato LCW, bangga lagi aku kepada orang kita.
diharap suatu hari nanti lagu negaraku akan berjaya berkumandang di pentas olimpik.

Sukan , sememangnya dapat menyatukan warganegara.

time.

is moving quickly... very quickly.
I started working on February and woooshhh now it's near August.

I don't know about others,
but since I'm working, life has been like a fast spinning routine.

wake up early,
work til late night.
sleep.
and then wake up again...

and today I decided to sit and look back at what's happening around me..

father is working extra shift because he need to replace his injured colleague.
he shouldn't be doing that, he needs to rest more.

mother's hair turned grey a bit.. sign of ageing.

my little brother who used to be loud , now enters 'rebel teenage' age. he is now quiet and controlling his macho all the time.

I need to appreciate time more,

"all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy"

fate.

It's hard to accept a fact that you've build and believe all these years,
is only just a fantasy, sweetened by lies and deceptions.

This world is harsh, but quite reasonable.
When I sit and think back of what happened,
it's better to fall and be able to back up again,
than to fall and hanged to death.

'live your life' as she says.

ps: now where's my cameraman, been waiting for an hour.

perang saraf.

cakap tidak serupa bikin.

aku tidak berminat dengan orang sebegini.

perang saraf kini bermula.

believe.

stupidity, is essential to shape characters.

it shows you, what's right,

and what's wrong.

the problem is, 

how do we, individuals, 

accept every consequences for things that we've made,

and decide how our life goes afterwards.

some learnt their lesson, some keep being stupid.

khabar.

a - "hey kau tahu tak dia ni perangai sebenarnya begitu dan begini"


a - "dia ni sebenarnya ada masalah"


a - "dia semalam begitu dan begini"

khabar angin seronok didengar, sesuai dijadikan hiburan masa lapang, juga penambah dosa kering.

b - "jadi kau dah kenal dia personally?"


a - "oh tidak, ada orang beritahu aku"


b - " ohhh..."


b - "pernah tegur dia?"


a - "tidak.."


b - "ohhh..."


..........

aku selalu jadikan cerita begini sebagai panduan, buku manual sebelum mengenali seseorang, tetapi, jauh sekali gunakan sumber ini sebagai langkah mengelakkan diri dari berkenalan.

aku percaya setiap manusia ada masalah dan sikap tersendiri.
kamu yang menyebarkan cerita pun tidak terkecuali....aku juga.

nama.

benarlah, jika kamu ada nama. semuanya mudah.

rasa seperti ditipu, BIG TIME.

ah well... I have a research to do.

a thousand smiles.

we're magnets,

we need something to complete us.

be it your loved ones, hobby, work, or even your favorite mamak stall.

it will definitely help you to overcome shits that life has given us everyday.

I'm happy for a friend today.

and I hope his other half will be able to clean up his messed up life.

so, find something that complete you.

ps: I envy those who can enjoy their life everyday. 

pusingan.

Hari ini pergi majlis perkahwinan rakan.

melihat gambar lama beliau, teringat akan album lama sendiri.

menatap balik.

rasa nostalgik menjerkah diri.

teringat cerita kejayaan dan kesilapan, kegagalan.

heh...

nanti masa kahwin aku mahu buat tema perang angkasa pula.

tapi tak tahu la bila mahu kahwin, calon pun tiada,

kalau ada pun, duit tiada.

ps: lama juga tidak berjumpa rakan lama...

bukti.

hari ini, waktu berlalu sememangnya lama,

doa dimakbulkan rasanya.

seronok melihat rakan-rakan gembira.

dalam gembira, timbul sesal.

dari banyak aspek,

perkara, boleh menjadi lebih baik sebenarnya.

"bagaimanapun hidup perlu diteruskan."

sekarang mahu tumpu beli barang-barang yang berada dalam wishlist pula.

sambutan.

hidup seharian berlalu begitu pantas,
tanpa sedar bahawa, aku masih bergelar pelajar.
Esok, aku pinta masa berlalu lambat,
mahu nikmati saat-saat terakhir di menara gading,

sebelum rutin hidup kembali seperti biasa.

don't you agree?

we're all used to say this with glorious tone,

'I want to change this world to a better place'


Until reality checks in.
few survived though.

inspiration.

I used to watch lots of movies for inspiration.
now, I haven't got much time to watch one.

Going to places far away,
broaden my perspective.
Ideas comes into mind
like water pouring into a bowl.

'Jauh Perjalanan, Luas Pandangan'


but the problem is,
I don't goes out often.

am thinking to buy a good book,
and be inspired by it.
but will it be enough?

I have no time.
I need to find a time.

so how to be inspired constantly?

by compliment?

by playing music?

a good supportive women who love me?

women?

love?

women.. no, not now.
am not ready for this shit.

knowing.

In order to know a person's heart,

we can always ask people on how good or bad he/she really is in their eyes.

but, we can't just stop right there,

give the person, a chance, to show what their true colors.

in the same time, be careful.

words of mouth,it can be good or bad.

steps.

you can't never please everyone.

staying true to yourself til the end, is the best way.

or is it?