2010

A breakthrough year I must say. Things learned. Mistakes done. Experience earned.
Like always, I wish for a better year in 2011. Please.

facepalm.

wish.

I wish things will be better than this.

Yumecolors new video.

yes, a new video.

spirit.

"Kita sebenarnya sayang dan sanggup saja berhabis duit dan masa untuk negara kita. Cuma wakil-wakil kita itu yang selalu buat rasa sayang kita makin berkurang."

Harap mereka tak menghampakan kita lagi kali ni.

dahulu.

I miss this.

The days when we are eager to accomplish all things at once and learn many throughout the way.

L

newyearwhut?

I guess, I'll end up being alone in new year's eve.





just like before.

excuse.

I knew it.
you're just waiting for it to happen and there you go.
so fast, so easy.

"dah malas. bye"

well, I guess I was right all along.
I just want to know how fast is your reaction anyway. That's all.
You're not like this before.

ps: and I am not planning to be nice to anybody at all pun.

better.

It's better to just die.

than to experience life-threatening accidents. over and over again.
trust me, I know.

.

It's like a cancer.
from a simple "."
can turn and destroy one's life.


just from a simple "."
simple. 

tepu.

Rasanya,
otak dah tepu kot
semangat dah kurang kot

apa yang aku tahu sekarang,
wang, wang, wang.
kalau tidak hidup kau,
terhuyung hayang terhuyung hayang.

Tinggal lagi setahun,
apa yang perlu ambil tahu,
aku ambil tahu.

apa yang tidak perlu.
aku malas.

time machine.

If a genius or a genie comes and ask me,

I can grant you any wish and give you anything, and now what is your wish sir?

I would ask for a time machine.

yes, a time machine.

you can say, hey! why not the money? why not the women? why not the status?

I'd say, with the machine, I can get all those three things.

Plus, I could change the history, I could be a spectator of World War 2. I can tell Hitler what's coming before him, I can prove the existence of Hang Tuah and the most important things.

I can change what I've done wrong in the past so that I'll not be stuck like this. Stuck like this!

But. I know, there will be no genius nor genie that will ever come to me. This is reality.

Life is like a twisted movie, like the RPG games. You can never expect what's coming in front of you. All you can do is to speculate, and prepare for anything.

So that you will survive.

I've survived,  so far.

sometimes

I wish that I can have the ability to read and control minds.

I don't know, it's just if I happen to have that power, I will no longer worry about how my future going to be like. For example, during the interview, you just can persuade the CEO or the interviewer to give you any position you want in the company. Or maybe you just can persuade some old rich brat to give you his wealth.

well I guess I'm the villain here.

but still, I don't care. I'm not trying to conquer the world and burn people houses anyway.

ps: damn, I need to work more on my persuasive skill.

photo credit - here

i prefer,

to explore more.
rather than sitting here, doing nothing.




ps: I guess any individual who is passionate enough to do something will somehow be weakened by stupid financial problem.

oh yeah.

Sudah-sudahla tu dengan macam-macam isu yang kamu semua asyik cuba nak bangkitkan.
Cuba enjoy sahaja video ini. ingat senang ke nak buat video one take je all the way?

I respect their video planning, execution biasa saja, tapi kalau dapat talent yang boleh express themselves more dalam video ni mesti lagi bagus.

ps: oh yea, video ni ada influence BECR juga kah?.


maaf bahasa rojak. jangan buat isu disini pula.

workout.

*you ni, asal perut makin menjadi-jadi?*

Okay, I guess, it's time to do something about it.
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eh wait, is that McD Triple Cheeseburger? Nak Nak!

raya.

raya.freemason.arwah sosilawati dan lain-lain.

meriah sungguh raya kali ni dengan headlines.

jika terbukti dari apa yang dikhabarkan. aku kasihan dengan arwah-arwah yang terbunuh.

kasihan lagi dengan mereka yang arwah hanya kerana menemani atas dasar kerja. 

bagaimana dengan keluarga mereka?

about the ad.

okay, i can understand about the sensitivity thingy and the ad deserve to be ban by the television in order to respect our society sensitivity.

but,

why the Illuminati?

seriously man, you guys need to think more about the creativity, technics and concept of the ad rather than thinking about the Illuminati bullshit all over the place.

dan yang tak boleh belah ada yang berusaha menyentuh hal lesbianism. wtf. 

masihkah kau ingat?

perlu aktif berkamera kembali.

i miss lendu.

puasa di sini, memang tidak sama dengan puasa di sana.

yeap, family ada, semua ada.

tapi suasana itu yang tiada.

aku rindu sana.

haih.

ps: the only time that's worth remembering during this puasa is the time when I'm with you. and my family. ;)

thank you.

hi world!

I'm back.

C2AGE

One down, one more to go. see ya this 31st, at Unisel Shah Alam seksyen 7.

i wish.

I has all the money in the world.
so that i can make u smile, and bring happiness that no other man can give.
but I guess i'm just some random people who need to spend his money and time wisely for the better future.

so I'm giving u myself, my attention, and all the thing u need.
to make up for that money void.

No, I'm not saying that money is everything, I'm just stating that, no matter how hard you people try to deny.
Money will always be an important part in keeping relationship going.


well, unless we're in the 'Hang Tuah' period, that's another story.

I took the one less traveled by,

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,

 And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim
Because it was grassy and wanted wear,
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I marked the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I,
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

The Road Not Taken, Robert Frost

Good luck to Adlan Ramly for his upcoming show, Road Not Taken, this Saturday. For more information, click here

ps: sigh.

=)

Jealousy is one of the shits that you have to endure / deal everyday.

especially when you're in an uncertain relationship or maybe when someone you know gain something that you wanted to gain but you can't.

but I think I can live with it. It encourage me to do better in life. :)

mahu bangkit.

Kau tahu kau boleh saja buat, senang sahaja benda ini sebenarnya..

cuma kau kalah.

kalah pada perasaan malas kau tu. perasaan malas kau yang makin menggunung sebab kau terlalu selesa dengan kejayaan lepas.mana pergi engkau yang dahulunya berdaya-saing tu? mana pergi individu tu?

Jadi sekarang apa kau mahu buat?




aku mahu bangkit.

ps: maaf kepada manusia yang percaya pada aku. Aku faham jika kamu sudah tidak percaya lagi dan ingin beralih,. tapi jika kamu masih, aku akan buktikan pada kamu semester hadapan.

MAVIC.

5 ideas chosen for super pitch phase, 1 got through the final phase (short film) and now, we're on the pre-production phase!


ps : jadi siapa ingin jadi talent?

Hoop.

rakan : wei, tengah cuti?
me: a'ah
rakan : asal tak turun basketball petang-petang? 
me : la, aku ingat korang dah tak main,
rakan : ada je main, kalau tak hujan ar, kalau free turun ar, budak-budak ni nak ajak kau masuk team.
me : tiada hal, team untuk apa?
rakan : untuk M(lupa nama) tournament, datang ah kalau free~
me : alrite.

I guess I'll be playing basketball again after one year. duh,

ps: mahu jaga kesihatan punya pasal.

Attributes

It's painful to only see other people do things that you wish you can do.


I feel like a level 2 Novice who can't do anything other than beat pupa and poring to gain level. sigh.

ps: mula-mula kita kena kayuh pelan-pelan dahulu dengan sabar orang kata, itu orang kata, kita rasa, orang tak tahu.

Reggae Reggae

Bob Marley Tribute @ Laila's Lounge.


ps: tak rasa mahu menulis sekarang. rasa mahu ambil gambar saja. Ahh~ !

Sungai Congkak Desu!

ps: akibat terlalu asyik mandi. maka kurang gambar diambil.

It's not over yet.

This war, is not over yet.

not until I say it is.


One week more to go, and load of work to complete. Thanks to Denggi, I've spent almost a week, doing nothing.


ps: thanks to you too, your every word give me strength to continue this bad phase of life. Pedulilah apa mereka mahu kata.

Tiba-Tiba.

jadi siapa saja yang berkebolehan ganti kamu?

Selamat Hari Jadi Encik Umar.

Selamat menjadi tua. Kau bukan lagi seorang 'shota' haha.

Last Weekend

Epic.

This weekend.

can't wait.

Sit.

My current life is so hectic and full that it made me forget of how to actually sit, observe and capture the moments slowly.

seriously, i need some time to be freed from all the workloads and go somewhere where i can walk and enjoy the nature.

I miss photography. Really, I do.

ps: and you, nak follow tak?

Selamat Hari Jadi Cik Pana.

:)