I don't know, on every circles of friends I'm in, I will tend to be overlooked at.
It's not that they didn't recognize or even favors me, but in any scenario I will be the last person they want to be together with.
"The last straw ... the last option,"
"least preferred to be with"
Not that they hate me, but I believe that I don't have much chemistry with most people, or I chose not to try that chemistry, I don't know.
... and now I just realized that it's not just in the circles of friends, but family too.
Sad, but I can accept it,
I want things to go my way, I didn't really think I should do this and that to accomplish things.
I want to live on my own accord.
I may seem normal, but my mind is not.
It's frustrated that when it comes to others help will come in abundance, but not me.
Somehow, I am okay with this. I guess I am adapting...
... to live with my own accord.