taken for granted.

It's sad to see something that you've sacrificed with your whole heart,

is taken by granted.

no appreciation.

but above that, it's much sadder to see something similar but less spectacular gets the credit.

so sad.

so sad.

lesson learned.

the best thing..

I'm not a journalist who often travel hunting for stories every week,

due to visual editorial work, I couldnt.. yep.

but so far, the best thing about being a journalist is..

you can see and experience things ordinary people couldn't.

despite the harsh reality of its small pay and uncertain working hours,

that is what keep me going..

"can you see yourself still working here in 10 years time?"

I could not promise you that, but for the moment, 

yeah, this is the place I'm most suitable.

ps: andd I need to buy a smartphone-lah.

the truth is ..

I didn't really recover..

image

So do we need to project a good self image to be accepted?

if so then, what kind of good self image is to be accepted?

time is gold.

"This workplace is like a broken time machine, it goes fast forward to the future, not back to the past.

don't be too indulged with your job, find other attachment too.

because if you don't, soon you will realize you're hitting 40 +, without anyone besides you yet"



tapi boss.. saya baru 7 bulan masuk kerja....

open up.

is not something I can do,
I'm not the person who just sit and throw all of my important personal story on anyone.
just ask anybody who close to me,

"ego dia sebesar lautan"

and that's the kind of answer you shall receive.




The statement is right, and also wrong at the same time.

refleksi.

Semua mahukan yang sempurna sebagai partner.
expectation pula bermacam-macam.
tapi diri sendiri bagaimana?
menepatikah expectation sang partner?
sempurnakah diri? sudah cukup ilmu?
harta? stabilkah emosi?


aku belum.

"When you smile, the corners of your mouth curve up and you sometimes show your teeth. People smile when they are pleased or amused, or when they are being friendly.  "

...or when they are being friendly.

salam.

"hah! maksud iftar tu pun tak tahu? apa punya meleis lah"



pada aku, muslim, atau individu yang baik, adalah mereka yang menerangi jalan bagi mereka yang jahil dengan niat suci,
dengan penuh senyuman.

bukan dengan perli, dan juga kutukan.

apa salahnya jika orang kurang berpengetahuan itu bertanya?
bukankah elok jika kamu suluhkan ilmu kepada dia, terangkan dengan baik.

bukan mengejek, dan memperlihatkan kepada orang ramai tentang kejahilan dia.
bagaimana mahu memperlihatkan sisi islam yang baik pada umum jika kita sendiri berperangai begini?

salam.

tahniah warganegara Malaysia.

kerana kebanyakan kamu berfikiran positif terhadap atlet yang kalah berjuang.

betapa bangganya aku kepada Dato LCW, bangga lagi aku kepada orang kita.
diharap suatu hari nanti lagu negaraku akan berjaya berkumandang di pentas olimpik.

Sukan , sememangnya dapat menyatukan warganegara.

time.

is moving quickly... very quickly.
I started working on February and woooshhh now it's near August.

I don't know about others,
but since I'm working, life has been like a fast spinning routine.

wake up early,
work til late night.
sleep.
and then wake up again...

and today I decided to sit and look back at what's happening around me..

father is working extra shift because he need to replace his injured colleague.
he shouldn't be doing that, he needs to rest more.

mother's hair turned grey a bit.. sign of ageing.

my little brother who used to be loud , now enters 'rebel teenage' age. he is now quiet and controlling his macho all the time.

I need to appreciate time more,

"all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy"

fate.

It's hard to accept a fact that you've build and believe all these years,
is only just a fantasy, sweetened by lies and deceptions.

This world is harsh, but quite reasonable.
When I sit and think back of what happened,
it's better to fall and be able to back up again,
than to fall and hanged to death.

'live your life' as she says.

ps: now where's my cameraman, been waiting for an hour.

perang saraf.

cakap tidak serupa bikin.

aku tidak berminat dengan orang sebegini.

perang saraf kini bermula.

believe.

stupidity, is essential to shape characters.

it shows you, what's right,

and what's wrong.

the problem is, 

how do we, individuals, 

accept every consequences for things that we've made,

and decide how our life goes afterwards.

some learnt their lesson, some keep being stupid.

khabar.

a - "hey kau tahu tak dia ni perangai sebenarnya begitu dan begini"


a - "dia ni sebenarnya ada masalah"


a - "dia semalam begitu dan begini"

khabar angin seronok didengar, sesuai dijadikan hiburan masa lapang, juga penambah dosa kering.

b - "jadi kau dah kenal dia personally?"


a - "oh tidak, ada orang beritahu aku"


b - " ohhh..."


b - "pernah tegur dia?"


a - "tidak.."


b - "ohhh..."


..........

aku selalu jadikan cerita begini sebagai panduan, buku manual sebelum mengenali seseorang, tetapi, jauh sekali gunakan sumber ini sebagai langkah mengelakkan diri dari berkenalan.

aku percaya setiap manusia ada masalah dan sikap tersendiri.
kamu yang menyebarkan cerita pun tidak terkecuali....aku juga.

nama.

benarlah, jika kamu ada nama. semuanya mudah.

rasa seperti ditipu, BIG TIME.

ah well... I have a research to do.

a thousand smiles.

we're magnets,

we need something to complete us.

be it your loved ones, hobby, work, or even your favorite mamak stall.

it will definitely help you to overcome shits that life has given us everyday.

I'm happy for a friend today.

and I hope his other half will be able to clean up his messed up life.

so, find something that complete you.

ps: I envy those who can enjoy their life everyday. 

pusingan.

Hari ini pergi majlis perkahwinan rakan.

melihat gambar lama beliau, teringat akan album lama sendiri.

menatap balik.

rasa nostalgik menjerkah diri.

teringat cerita kejayaan dan kesilapan, kegagalan.

heh...

nanti masa kahwin aku mahu buat tema perang angkasa pula.

tapi tak tahu la bila mahu kahwin, calon pun tiada,

kalau ada pun, duit tiada.

ps: lama juga tidak berjumpa rakan lama...

bukti.

hari ini, waktu berlalu sememangnya lama,

doa dimakbulkan rasanya.

seronok melihat rakan-rakan gembira.

dalam gembira, timbul sesal.

dari banyak aspek,

perkara, boleh menjadi lebih baik sebenarnya.

"bagaimanapun hidup perlu diteruskan."

sekarang mahu tumpu beli barang-barang yang berada dalam wishlist pula.

sambutan.

hidup seharian berlalu begitu pantas,
tanpa sedar bahawa, aku masih bergelar pelajar.
Esok, aku pinta masa berlalu lambat,
mahu nikmati saat-saat terakhir di menara gading,

sebelum rutin hidup kembali seperti biasa.

don't you agree?

we're all used to say this with glorious tone,

'I want to change this world to a better place'


Until reality checks in.
few survived though.

inspiration.

I used to watch lots of movies for inspiration.
now, I haven't got much time to watch one.

Going to places far away,
broaden my perspective.
Ideas comes into mind
like water pouring into a bowl.

'Jauh Perjalanan, Luas Pandangan'


but the problem is,
I don't goes out often.

am thinking to buy a good book,
and be inspired by it.
but will it be enough?

I have no time.
I need to find a time.

so how to be inspired constantly?

by compliment?

by playing music?

a good supportive women who love me?

women?

love?

women.. no, not now.
am not ready for this shit.

knowing.

In order to know a person's heart,

we can always ask people on how good or bad he/she really is in their eyes.

but, we can't just stop right there,

give the person, a chance, to show what their true colors.

in the same time, be careful.

words of mouth,it can be good or bad.

steps.

you can't never please everyone.

staying true to yourself til the end, is the best way.

or is it?

yep.

I remember trying to talk to you in highschool
couldnt even get a look cos you were too cool
but now were older were playing by the new rules
we lived and learned!

layers.

I think, I enjoy with how things goes right now.

productivity. meeting new things.

I think I'm starting to love my job.

.

though the future is unpredictable,

but I think it's better to live your life now, than to always worry about tomorrow.

for now, I hope I will be not be to indulged with work,

that I forget there's more to life than working.

and now, I have to wait patiently for my first salary. =.=

fool.

In order to be smart,

one must experience total foolishness,

so that they can make better decisions in the future.

seperti biasa.

Hari ni tiada beza.
tapi aku bukan anti hari ini.
peduli apa aku hari ini.
menyampah aku lihat kebanyakan manusia penggerak hate hari ini.

Hipokrit, kebanyakannya.

Macam biasa, aku masih mengejar mimpi.
cuma kali ini di harap rezeki akan datang awal sikit.

Tak sanggup lagi mahu menyusahkan yang tersayang.

nasib.

Rezeki setiap individu berbeza.

betul.

Kalau kau anggap dunia ini tidak adil,

kau bodoh.

Malas aku nak memberi contoh kasihan kanak-kanak di Afrika.

Kamu semua sudah tahu.

Aku syukur atas segala yang terjadi sekarang,

walaupun banyak perkara yang terjadi sejak kebelakangan ini,

membuat aku sangsi tentang hala tuju hidup aku.

Hari ini, terdengar khabar individu yang tidak pernah aku tegur,

meninggal dunia.

maut datang secara tiba-tiba.

Justeru membuat aku berfikir,

nyawa kita, juga satu rezeki.

seperti arwah,

beliau juga mungkin mempunyai impian duniawi,

impian yang tak mungkin beliau dapat gapai sekarang.

Jadi,

kita masih hidup, masih ada peluang untuk menggapai segala impian,

bebas mewarnakan hidup kita sendiri.

tidak kiralah mahu ber-isterikan Mila Kunis ka, ataupun mahu menjadi tauke Gelang Ajaib,

tetapi selagi kita masih hidup, masih bernyawa,

peluang tetap ada,

Usaha,

dan rezeki akan datang.

walau bukan dengan cara yang kamu mahukan,

tapi mungkin, 

dengan cara lain.

positive thinking brother

Al-Fatihah -  Daim bin Jamaluddin (akas) 

susah sebenarnya

untuk mengelakkan diri dari tidak dikata dan difitnah,

adalah perkara paling mustahil untuk dilakukan.

jadi dahulu, aku pernah buat satu resolusi baru,

resolusi untuk diri sendiri.

elak diri dari berkata buruk tentang orang lain.

tampak senang, tapi susah.

aku jadi penat bila lihat kawan, menjadi lawan.

individu yang sebenarnya baik atau tidaklah sejahat mana pun, 

jatuh dan dipulau,

hanya kerana khabar angin yang berpunca dari kata-kata,

yang mulanya ringan, terus berat.

betul, kadang kata-kata ini sangat perlu,

untuk beri peringatan, tentang apa yang akan berlaku jika kamu

berkawan dengan seseorang yang dimaksudkan itu.

tetapi cara penyampaiannya perlu lah dengan cara yang baik,

menasihati, bukan menghasut.

tapi kata-kata bukan mudah untuk di elak.

aku sendiri selalu buat.

betul.

tapi aku cuba kawal. 

terpulang pada kamu semua untuk menilai,

jika kamu bercerita pada aku,
cuba lihat,

adakah cerita kamu itu akan tersebar keesokan harinya atau tidak.

jika kamu hanya bercerita pada aku lah.

tapi jika hari itu kamu sudah bercerita kepada 100 orang yang bertuah.

mungkin kamu perlu mula 'menghitung' kesan kelakuan kamu.

dan mula muhasabah diri.

terima kasih.

start.

Things will be different from now on.

There's no more fantasy and ambition.

Only plans and executions.

I might miss my old routine.

but it is enough to think that things can only get better if I put my soul in it.

Well, if it's not getting any better,

finding a way to escape from it is better than whining 24/7,

about how cruel life is.

am really hope to get out from this mess soon.

It's time to start doing what I am planning to do since forever,

to achieve the best, and be happy in life.

well, if I can't be the best, I'm content with being happy instead. 

january.

is not the month I hoped it would be.

unproductive, no fun, too much drama.

still waiting for the offer though,

I miss the excitement of making stories,

meeting people,

seeing new things.

I hope I can land the job.

circles.

No matter what happens,

They will eventually fall for stupid unreasonable things.

good educations and experiences don't matter.

'Interesting' they say.

they can only see that these articles can bring them... 

happiness,

with complete false promises.

manipulated.

then they raged with words of blame and hate.

only to fall again right after that.

and I can only say,

It would be a never ending boring repetitions.

if you choose to stay with it.

stability.

I hope I can achieve that this year.

politics.

The truth hurts, they say.
but at least, it teaches me to be careful next time.

If only I can turn back the time,
I will change my decision,
and made it all for myself than think about others,

revenge is sweet they say,
but I will not opt for it.
time will heal,
and positive things will happen for sure.

for now, it is all you,
all you,

despite everything that happens,
I will pray for our success.
Nope, I will not do anything,
trust me.

mulut.

Dunia ini tidak berputar mengikut paksi yang kamu mahukan.

bukan semua manusia lahirnya untuk jadi sempurna.

jika semua perlu mengikut acuan yang kamu mahu.

bosan dan tiada berwarna lah.

sedih betul.

ps: avoid heavily judgemental people, people.

new year resolution.

1440 x 900










okay, lame joke is lame.

2011 has been amazing, really.
I wish 2012 to be a breakthrough year.
and yes, to be less hopeful of the unknown, I need to love myself more.

ps: it's still not the time to experiment though, but who knows?

rezeki.

Lebih baik terus mengemukakan fakta, 

dari terus menyalut janji dengan krim susu pekat manis yang kemungkinan besar, 

sudah terlepas tarikh luput.

keep calm, and carry on.

fine.

nope, not the 'saman' one.

let's move on to the next topic shall we?

bermuka-muka.

Itu bahaya.
perlu lebih berhati-hati selepas ini.

lights.

The canvas so colorful before,

are now looking bleak.

the rhythm now,

are not as it use to be.

is it time, or situation ?

that cause the path so bright,

turn gloomy and uncertain now?

questions, predictions,

lingers around my room of thought,

of what will happen next.

"to be or not to be? that is the questions"

ah, I need an inspiration now,

journey.

I wish I can leave all this for a moment,

pack my things, and goes wherever I can.

I feel empty. 

demotivated.

or just maybe I'm too comfortable with things right now.

I don't like it.

masa itu.

pantas.
tidak akan berulang.

pilih.
sama ada ingin lemas kaku ditinggalkan arus.
atau bangun berlawan.

pilih.
untuk menikmati.
atau mati.

reflect.

Maturity is crucial.

it determines every decision one has to make everyday.

it shaped what people sees about an individual.

and it also help someone from doing something that can ruin his image.

So far,

I think,

I'm not matured enough.

but I wonder does maturity grows with age?

because I'm confuse as there are still people who I find,

to be older and matured but, somehow they are,

not matured enough to conclude the meaning behind everything.

so does maturity grows with age?

or maturity itself divided into several categories?

what is the meaning of maturity really?

ah whatever.

I don't know.

but what I do know is,

I'll take everything that I've done as a lesson,

to be better.

screaming and spreading out people's weakness is not my style.

changes.

changes we need.

but too much of it, is not good either.

Things must be kept in balance,

or else, the old stuff will feel that it's no longer be the priority it was back then.

sigh,

assurance.

Weeks gone by..

and I can't believe I've been here for months.

yes, I am exhausted.

but what's need to be done must be done.

I've worked hard.

It's up to decision makers to choose, whether I am worthy or not.

 

sometimes

mahu tidur awal hari ini.
cuba tengok esok akan rasa best atau tidak.

rasanya aku perlu buat twitter account. tidak tahu mahu tulis apa dah panjang-panjang.

first baby.

long sigh of relief.
is the only thing that I can do now.

I'm glad, that I've taken up the challenge.
It's true what they say.
All the pain and suffering that you've endured before,
will all be forgotten soon after it goes on air.

This will be a very late promo.
watch MAGSEVEN at tonton.com.my.
episode 24.
thanks.

fast.

Today and yesterday,
will simply not be the same.

confidence.

skills alone can't guarantee success in your life,
hence, experience plays vital role in determining your every actions.
I've followed someone with huge experience in his hand today.
and for that, I respects his every move and decisions.

and yes, I'll try to learn as much as I can.

visit his blog - http://www.mazidulakmal.com/

tolong.

kadang,
aku juga tak faham.
kalau sudah susah sangat. tutup sahajalah.
bukan tidak mahu tolong.
tapi rasanya sudah penat.
dan kecewa juga barangkali.

adakah tidak faham?
yang aku memerlukan sangat hari ini.
hari untuk aku senyum sepanjang hari.
esok sudah pasti aku sibuk kembali.

tidak sabar aku untuk berdiri sendiri.
kerana pada masa itu,
aku akan nyatakan sendiri,
apa yang aku rasa selama ini.
terima kasih.

pace.

here,
people seems to walk faster than usual,
so I have to adapt with the pace too,
in order to not be left behind.

there are still much to learn,
so far, I'm happy,
and I hope things will be okay,
though I know the worst is still yet to come.

and they say

without motivation, you will be weak, no matter how strong and intelligent you are.

I second that.

so I will motivate myself yet again,
with dreams and objective.
so that I can prove the world to the fact that,

David,
can really kick that Goliath ass.

epic ride.

It has been fun. so fun that I forgot, I left some of my stress-stuff hover around this space.
yeah, the dilemma of academic writing is done. long ago.
I just write it away and send what I think is best.
the result is quite okay, but not enough to make me smile.

but it's okay.
considering that this last two month is the best months in my life this year.
friends, works, and activities, endless fun.
made me smile once more.

but the fun made not to last,
this will end soon,
and I will start the journey on another world.
full with unknown possibilities.

I feel like staying.
but staying limit my thoughts.
so I'll go and experience things on the other side,
even though they say life is hard over there,
but I will deny that,
in order to grow and reach what I thought is the top.

tulis.taip.

dear blog,

long time no see.

wait for it.

wait for it.

it's raining.

outside and inside.

surprise.

you will experience an unexpected things happens in your life sometimes,
and you know that things will never be the same again after that.

I guess from now on,
I'll sit, and watch what will happen after this.
good luck.

fight.

I will fight.
I will try to break free from this annoyance with all my might.

Complaining about how unlucky I am will not help me graduate.

I've been dealing with this thing for years, 

and yes, I'm sure I am not loving it.

I don't see any use of this thing in the future I want to pursue, 

and I wonder why they kept implementing it every year.

Academic Writing. I hate you.

infinity loop.

It will never end.

I need to break free immediately.

motivation

man. I need something to motivate me.


"ptptn. cepat sikit boleh tak? banyak duit nak kena pakai ni"


edited 11/2/11. thank you.

tonight.

desu!

GACHA-LOVE!

my band's first single! do support us and give us your comments :)

you can also download the single here -> http://www.mediafire.com/?jh3zrjqa3n7a07d

acapella.

you can say whatever you want man. but I love acapella. and they did good. Good enough to make watch they sing till the end. despite Justin's ugly hair. hahah!

ps: Syarmin Lee. kamu senasib dengan Justin Timberlake rupanya.

otherside.

travelling.

costly. yet, I find it to be very interesting.

the feeling and the chances of seeing something new, tasting different foods, experiencing other cultures and norms fascinates me.

but the fact that I'm just a regular guy who relies on ptptn and his parent money to study and do anything else.. sigh.

I'm frustrated.

but hey, patience and hard work is the key right?

wait world. in a few years time. I'll invade you and learn things that I could never learn in my own home.

just you wait, you.

pandai.

saya tak pandai bercakap. saya tak pandai berkata-kata.
saya lagi suka terus buat dan buktikan.
tapi saya sedar, apa yang saya buat ini tak cukup,
saya pelajar, boleh tunggu tak?
bila saya stabil, awak cakap saja.
saya terus kota.

tapi sedih, buat saja tidak cukup.
kata-kata itu juga penting akhirnya.

kalau kamu kata mahu pergi dan tak mahu saya lagi. cakap saja. tak perlu tunggu salah.jelas kut nampak saya tahu dah. tunggu masa saja nak angkat kaki pergi. dan sekarang lah masanya. terima kasih. jumpa lagi.

23

I use to wonder and guess

"What will I be years from now?"

I guess the question remains the same until now.

Well anyway this age will mark the last year that I will be in school. Unless, if I wanted to pursue Masters later on. For now, I think I have enough spending 90% of my life studying. This year is my last chance to prepare for the real world, and I hope I will be prepared.

and yes, I do really hope for a better luck.

wahai pemberi pinjaman.

diharap kamu boleh menyenangkan hidup saya awal sikit dalam minggu ini juga. banyak perkara perlu diselesaikan ni.

2010

A breakthrough year I must say. Things learned. Mistakes done. Experience earned.
Like always, I wish for a better year in 2011. Please.

facepalm.

wish.

I wish things will be better than this.

Yumecolors new video.

yes, a new video.

spirit.

"Kita sebenarnya sayang dan sanggup saja berhabis duit dan masa untuk negara kita. Cuma wakil-wakil kita itu yang selalu buat rasa sayang kita makin berkurang."

Harap mereka tak menghampakan kita lagi kali ni.

dahulu.

I miss this.

The days when we are eager to accomplish all things at once and learn many throughout the way.

L

newyearwhut?

I guess, I'll end up being alone in new year's eve.





just like before.

excuse.

I knew it.
you're just waiting for it to happen and there you go.
so fast, so easy.

"dah malas. bye"

well, I guess I was right all along.
I just want to know how fast is your reaction anyway. That's all.
You're not like this before.

ps: and I am not planning to be nice to anybody at all pun.

better.

It's better to just die.

than to experience life-threatening accidents. over and over again.
trust me, I know.

.

It's like a cancer.
from a simple "."
can turn and destroy one's life.


just from a simple "."
simple. 

tepu.

Rasanya,
otak dah tepu kot
semangat dah kurang kot

apa yang aku tahu sekarang,
wang, wang, wang.
kalau tidak hidup kau,
terhuyung hayang terhuyung hayang.

Tinggal lagi setahun,
apa yang perlu ambil tahu,
aku ambil tahu.

apa yang tidak perlu.
aku malas.

time machine.

If a genius or a genie comes and ask me,

I can grant you any wish and give you anything, and now what is your wish sir?

I would ask for a time machine.

yes, a time machine.

you can say, hey! why not the money? why not the women? why not the status?

I'd say, with the machine, I can get all those three things.

Plus, I could change the history, I could be a spectator of World War 2. I can tell Hitler what's coming before him, I can prove the existence of Hang Tuah and the most important things.

I can change what I've done wrong in the past so that I'll not be stuck like this. Stuck like this!

But. I know, there will be no genius nor genie that will ever come to me. This is reality.

Life is like a twisted movie, like the RPG games. You can never expect what's coming in front of you. All you can do is to speculate, and prepare for anything.

So that you will survive.

I've survived,  so far.

sometimes

I wish that I can have the ability to read and control minds.

I don't know, it's just if I happen to have that power, I will no longer worry about how my future going to be like. For example, during the interview, you just can persuade the CEO or the interviewer to give you any position you want in the company. Or maybe you just can persuade some old rich brat to give you his wealth.

well I guess I'm the villain here.

but still, I don't care. I'm not trying to conquer the world and burn people houses anyway.

ps: damn, I need to work more on my persuasive skill.

photo credit - here

i prefer,

to explore more.
rather than sitting here, doing nothing.




ps: I guess any individual who is passionate enough to do something will somehow be weakened by stupid financial problem.

oh yeah.

Sudah-sudahla tu dengan macam-macam isu yang kamu semua asyik cuba nak bangkitkan.
Cuba enjoy sahaja video ini. ingat senang ke nak buat video one take je all the way?

I respect their video planning, execution biasa saja, tapi kalau dapat talent yang boleh express themselves more dalam video ni mesti lagi bagus.

ps: oh yea, video ni ada influence BECR juga kah?.


maaf bahasa rojak. jangan buat isu disini pula.

workout.

*you ni, asal perut makin menjadi-jadi?*

Okay, I guess, it's time to do something about it.
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eh wait, is that McD Triple Cheeseburger? Nak Nak!

raya.

raya.freemason.arwah sosilawati dan lain-lain.

meriah sungguh raya kali ni dengan headlines.

jika terbukti dari apa yang dikhabarkan. aku kasihan dengan arwah-arwah yang terbunuh.

kasihan lagi dengan mereka yang arwah hanya kerana menemani atas dasar kerja. 

bagaimana dengan keluarga mereka?

about the ad.

okay, i can understand about the sensitivity thingy and the ad deserve to be ban by the television in order to respect our society sensitivity.

but,

why the Illuminati?

seriously man, you guys need to think more about the creativity, technics and concept of the ad rather than thinking about the Illuminati bullshit all over the place.

dan yang tak boleh belah ada yang berusaha menyentuh hal lesbianism. wtf. 

masihkah kau ingat?

perlu aktif berkamera kembali.

i miss lendu.

puasa di sini, memang tidak sama dengan puasa di sana.

yeap, family ada, semua ada.

tapi suasana itu yang tiada.

aku rindu sana.

haih.

ps: the only time that's worth remembering during this puasa is the time when I'm with you. and my family. ;)

thank you.

hi world!

I'm back.

C2AGE

One down, one more to go. see ya this 31st, at Unisel Shah Alam seksyen 7.

i wish.

I has all the money in the world.
so that i can make u smile, and bring happiness that no other man can give.
but I guess i'm just some random people who need to spend his money and time wisely for the better future.

so I'm giving u myself, my attention, and all the thing u need.
to make up for that money void.

No, I'm not saying that money is everything, I'm just stating that, no matter how hard you people try to deny.
Money will always be an important part in keeping relationship going.


well, unless we're in the 'Hang Tuah' period, that's another story.

I took the one less traveled by,

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,

 And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim
Because it was grassy and wanted wear,
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I marked the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I,
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

The Road Not Taken, Robert Frost

Good luck to Adlan Ramly for his upcoming show, Road Not Taken, this Saturday. For more information, click here

ps: sigh.

=)

Jealousy is one of the shits that you have to endure / deal everyday.

especially when you're in an uncertain relationship or maybe when someone you know gain something that you wanted to gain but you can't.

but I think I can live with it. It encourage me to do better in life. :)

mahu bangkit.

Kau tahu kau boleh saja buat, senang sahaja benda ini sebenarnya..

cuma kau kalah.

kalah pada perasaan malas kau tu. perasaan malas kau yang makin menggunung sebab kau terlalu selesa dengan kejayaan lepas.mana pergi engkau yang dahulunya berdaya-saing tu? mana pergi individu tu?

Jadi sekarang apa kau mahu buat?




aku mahu bangkit.

ps: maaf kepada manusia yang percaya pada aku. Aku faham jika kamu sudah tidak percaya lagi dan ingin beralih,. tapi jika kamu masih, aku akan buktikan pada kamu semester hadapan.

MAVIC.

5 ideas chosen for super pitch phase, 1 got through the final phase (short film) and now, we're on the pre-production phase!


ps : jadi siapa ingin jadi talent?

Hoop.

rakan : wei, tengah cuti?
me: a'ah
rakan : asal tak turun basketball petang-petang? 
me : la, aku ingat korang dah tak main,
rakan : ada je main, kalau tak hujan ar, kalau free turun ar, budak-budak ni nak ajak kau masuk team.
me : tiada hal, team untuk apa?
rakan : untuk M(lupa nama) tournament, datang ah kalau free~
me : alrite.

I guess I'll be playing basketball again after one year. duh,

ps: mahu jaga kesihatan punya pasal.

Attributes

It's painful to only see other people do things that you wish you can do.


I feel like a level 2 Novice who can't do anything other than beat pupa and poring to gain level. sigh.

ps: mula-mula kita kena kayuh pelan-pelan dahulu dengan sabar orang kata, itu orang kata, kita rasa, orang tak tahu.

Reggae Reggae

Bob Marley Tribute @ Laila's Lounge.


ps: tak rasa mahu menulis sekarang. rasa mahu ambil gambar saja. Ahh~ !

Sungai Congkak Desu!

ps: akibat terlalu asyik mandi. maka kurang gambar diambil.